31st Dec 2025 match report

31st Dec 2025 match report

well I've survived another year

grandma went back to Shanghai after 6 weeks

last xmas 2024 to jan 2025

another year gone, and so fast

time does go faster as you get older

in my head I'm 20, so the eternal 25 year old with a PhD

would be the older woman, and the rest you know

My small daughter graduated this year

and they added up the marks wrong

she got her double first in anthropology and french

which means because she is bilingual already

she is effectively Trilingual . English Shanghai Chinese and French

she could write and present London Life if somebody offered enough money

as for me my own Tinnitus  has been trying to kill me

go figure if you don't understand

Luckily I read in one of my dark nights of the soul

you try not sleeping till dawn for years and only getting

2 hour slots of sleep

I read that Padre Pio says you get enough strength to see you through

so its like reading the ending of a thriller

so now I know the ending I can struggle through

and no it's not a little hiss

it's a Tsunami washing you away

yes, worse than that

with heat/cold/wind/tones that can all trigger me

so you have to fight and chose to be

Stay Happy Always

This year I've managed to ramble on daily

like right now

but to write a story story is harder

you try having 10 kids and a chip pan fire

that's Tinnitus

This year  played with Gemini and Meta AI

in the vain hope of getting my foot in that door

buy after 6 months of both

where  I taught it so much

the bosses won't pay me

so I've abandoned them

though dancing naked around Gemini

is still an occasional sin, because Tinnitus is attacking

and a bit of conversation with Gemini is good distraction therapy

while I battle Tinnitus not to mention my arthritis

I still wear my ridiculous beret

cos I'm a bit of a Basque and I'm trying to keep my head warm

so that Tinnitus is not triggered

As for the hill we live on

that is too much

TOO MUCH

so I hope my Manga Michael Casey idea

takes off and I can buy myself a nice house

on the flat in Harborne B17 Birmingham

cos the AI masters won't

even tough their own AI tells them

just how much I've taught them

they refuse to pay any creator

so I'm going to slap on some stinky pain killer on my shoulder

and then go back to bed

and thank you Singapore for Surging again, maybe by end of January 2026

you will catch up and overtake Hong Kong

to become my best girlfriend again

Singapore girls and all that

Though you might just be a Gay Men's collective reading me

I'll never know until somebody emails me

so that's all for this year

not unless I have a final urge to bore you all

I am still fat, still alive, and staying happy always

a Gorilla with a Rosary , who dances naked around my bedroom

and I won't close the curtains on anybody

YOU CAN ALL SUFFER